Hi PIB,

You are not going to be proud of me when you get back to my thread.

I am mad at myself. I have worked so very hard to get my emotions managable and bam, I let them have the reins totally today.

I don't think they will get them again. I may feel bad, but I don't believe I will let it get away from me again.

But PIB, my miracle would be CHL came home and wanted to be with me and rebuild our relationship and all the dreams we had when we got married.

Pam

"We must be willing to let go of the life we had planned
so as to have the life that is waiting for us"