kech, you will think of it. There is no way to NOT think of it. BUT you can limit the amount of time you think about it by keeping it occupied. Find other ways to keep your mind engaged. That is the key, be busy! Idle time is your enemy. Idle time will almost always be the culprit when you start wanting to do anti-DB things.
Stay busy, keep your mind engaged. On work. On household activities. Anything. As long as you have energy, be doing something!
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