Thanks Steve, means so much to me. I of course try to dissect everything he said and try to think about how hes feeling or what hes thinking and I cant do that. Our relationship just seems SO far away now, I dont think either of us even remember what it was like. He says he misses us but has complex feelings about it, but If he missed us he would do something about it. And clearly he has no desire to do anything about any of this.
