W is still speeding toward D, and seems to have future all planned with OM. So nothing new there, as they have been in a full on R for quite some time. She is in the process of slowly erasing me from her life piece by piece.
There was a moment in the last few days where W was basically followimg me around the house and berating me for everything i did wrong in the MR, and the short comings i have now(she moved the goal posts so many times i lost track). My mother happened to be visiting, and usually stays out of our business, but after listening to aboit 30-45 minutes of her going on and on she asked if we can stop it. My W blew a gasket and cursed and yelled at both of us. Very sad in light of how much my mom has helped my W over the years and treated her like a daughter. My W has never done anything close to that. Ill be moving out fairly soon, so our dynamics are going to change.
Over the last 1.5 weeks i slipped back into depression for a bit as i have major things outside of the M going on too. My plate is beyond full and its been a bit overwhelming. I was doing really bad for a few days, and realized how lonely i was as well. My GAL has slowed down a bit just because business matters are a priority right now. Having been a sahd i have some financial issues to address. That said, im getting closer to deciding on a graduate program to start which is big for me. Been trying to figure it out for years.
Last edited by equalzr; 10/09/1810:59 PM.
Together:20 years M:3 years Me:40 WW:40 S15 A suspected:5/17 AC:5/18 BD:8/18 WW in full blown R w/ OM Still under same roof
