Mediation recommended Therapy

So in mediation she recommended therapy
to learn to co parent
But first I meet the therapist to
Tell my side not sure what that means.

I am lost confused
Why see a therapist before so she can hear my side.

The question is I also question that. What happened
I myself don't know.
How do I tell the therapist my side when I don't
Even know

My side.
After spring break an amazing family vacation
W was at dinner table. I ask W put phone up as we
Always have. This time W had an announcement
Mommy and I getting divorced I'll be moving out
While I just sat there in shock and still am.

I am still sitting there like WTF...
W left 2 days after BD. And left us.

2 or 3 month's later W returns taking s10,
While being angry monsters..

As I honestly sit and write this is unbelievable
Will a therapist really believe this happen.
Will I look like the crazy parent.

Wow. I have couple hours before meeting therapist
To hear my side.

Any advice from anyone who been through this.


At BD
Lesbian marriage
Me39,W36
S9,D9,S8 adopted all three
Together almost 10yrs
Bomb Drop - April 2017
W movedout - May,2017
OW June,2017
Currently 2018
Me40, W38
S10,D10,S9