Been about 2 weeks since i posted. Since then there have been baby steps with my H. We start marriage counseling next week, and although I am feeling more hopeful. Last weekend we visited my parents and my sister and H. My H was on his best behavior and great towards everyone. No of them know our situation, and all were happy to see us. I think it was good because being around my loving family may have reminded him of the good times, and the support he got from everyone. Maybe i am grasping for straws?

We still have not had sex but still cuddling in bed at night and the other night he kissed me goodbye on the lips. Nothing weird going on between him and his cell phone as far as I can tell. He texts me a lot and today told me about how WE paid off our taxes. Using the WE word a lot.

I am still GAL, went running this morning, going to a concert tonite with a girlfriend, taking my Spanish class weekly and tutoring...trying to get a book club started as well. H has been doing some nice things for me but I know I cant get my hopes up just wanted to let y’all know what’s has been going on. Will update after therapy next week. Oh this weekend we r going to visit our S at boarding school. He is doing well thankfully which helps.