No sarcasm was conveyed when I told W about the exclamation point, ovr. If I need to show that I'm not mad at her and letting her know that everything is good by putting punctuation marks, then that's what I will do. I need to be the best pain18 I can be. Not for her, but for myself.

Like I said before, I am doing my best to accomplish two goals of the DB process:

- Be the best pain18 only a fool would leave. Physically, Intellectually, Emotionally, and Spiritually
- Put myself in the best position to get our R back on track and have it reach new heights.

I have hope. I have faith. I need to be patient.

1/6/18-BD OM1
2/18-W meets OM2
4/18-W intros D4 to OM2
5/18-“Romance ends"
7/18-DB start
7/18-IHS Ends
4/19-WW moves out
3/21-D filed

Formerly pain18

Rise.