Spent a mostly enjoyable day with my kids, except for the moment I explained to the kids we've separated. My son said he wish I hadn't told him. My daughter cried. But, I answered their questions, mostly from my son, and we managed to have a nice day together. No messages from H to inquire about them or how it went. S said he messaged him and told him he was worry we were having troubles, and said H never messaged back. He told me that dad is always very bad about answering his text messages. How sad. Why wouldn't a father want to know how the kids are doing after receiving such news? Well, I am there for them and they certainly know that.

H is coming over to take care of the yard tomorrow. Should I be here? Not sure what to do. This is all so tough to navigate.


M: 56
H: 57
S: 22
D: 20

H Moved out: 10/1/18