Just keep swimming, I think I can, I think I can

[marina7]

Journaling,

Yesterday was not a good day for drop off,

As many know I keep kids busy with activities for school.

D10 and s9 had a program from 6:30 till 8:30 pm
Which W knew W has there scheduled

I received a nasty text at 7pm where my kids
I replied today was this activity

Well my lawyer said not to do anything without judge stamp

Well I wasn't going to stop d10 and s9 from being kids
I send a text again giving W the address where kids are
Which was 5 min from W was. I encourage W to come

W said Nope and wrote plenty of horrible things

After kids get ready and done I meet at drop off

W calls where you at. I reply here.
W says no you bring them to my home NOW.
I said nope. Sorry we are here.

W finally gets there. W gets out of car looks like
W wanted to fight me. I acted as usual gave kids
A kiss said hi to s10 gave him a big hug and squeeze.

W tells kids get in the car.
I was getting in my car.
W yells next time you are a minute late I am
Calling the cops and getting you arrested.

I turned around and said have a good weekend.
W f&&! You f&&! You
I just drove off

Wow. Like wow I couldn't even drive until I got my thoughts together
Like wow. I am still in shock W looked like she wanted to fight me.

I am not sure what's happening but I sent GAL everything and my lawyer
I stated I feel unsafe with W behavior and W not wanting to
Have kids participate in events because is on W times.

I am now waiting to see what my lawyer thought and GAL

I speak for myself I have done everything GAL ask even before GAL
Was involved I have made sure kids are being kids

I just wonder what is W anger from W is so unhappy

As I told my therapist yes I am scared because W is a Marines retired
W has PTSD I see nothing but evil in W eyes. I have told everyone around me. That
This is not going end up good. W is out of control I worry for our kids

I worry something will happen or even with me. Is scary to see someone
Like that. Nothing but evil in W. Is like I am dealing with Satan.

Is so scary all I do is pray and ask God please protect my Trios
They are my biggest concern.