I hope you are doing well - it seems that you are getting through the sit now. I have been feeling the same w/ C - feel that all is lost on trying to save any relationship - I almost feel that I don't even want to try to be friends, after all what's the use. We have no kids together (I can still see her Sis and niece some without being friends w/ or even seeing C) so I feel like I should put all my effort in building a new R with someone else. (the lady I have dated some is VERY interested and is calling and emailing alot, and altho I see a few red flags it is not anywhere as many red flags as w/ C)
When we do go out we do have fun. So I feel that with time I will completly get over C and not miss seeing her at all. So I will keep working on myself and having fun and will make it. You will be able to do that too.
