Day #5. After a good week with activities each night, feeling anxious tonight. Wondering way too much what H is up to. He came over today while I was at work to pick up some things while I was at work. I don't know what. Except his mail was missing.
Feeling anxious. Telling the kids tomorrow. I feel H is such a coward for not "being to handle it". I'm assuming the obsessive thoughts of what he is up to will abate after a while, but they are intense now.
I am strong.
Getting stronger every day.
I'm determined to have a fulfilling life. With or without H.
