Feeling lost, scared and wanting to fix this. Pt 2

[Turbine]

Okay, I have successfully made the trip to my daughters. Long trip by myself. Two cups of coffee and two bottles of water. Couple of stops just to stretch my legs. All in all not a bad trip.

Maybe listening to Men are From Mars was a bad idea. W didn't go with me either. However all I can think of during that time was her. A scratchy copy of the audio book probably doesn't help. As much as I would like to work on reconciliation and US, the W isn't at that point yet. I know I probably aren't either. I still have lots of work to do. I have a goal and that is to be 2.0 because me 1.0 was part of the reason we got here.

So been here for 24 hours and have spent the day with the D and granddaughters. Fed the baby, pictures and more fun stuff. Good grandpa time.

Pictures to family. More later. This doesn't feel like GAL. Mostly because I still want the MR to work.