Navigating through and concentrating on myself #6

[Dtrmned]

Thank you all so much for your comments and support.
Unfortunately today has not turned out well.
Things went way off the rails. I did react and rightfully so and then found out a couple of other things.
Moving forward with drawing up everything. I am appalled at her actions.
I never thought she was capable of this. Her entire morality has now changed. I wonder how this is going to affect both her future and the future of our children since it will most likely all come out eventually.
For myself and my kids, I just want to get this done and over with so we can all move on.
I still love my wife. I do not want a D, but there is no other alternative.
I strongly believe her world will come crashing down and the reality of the world will set in.
I may be 100% wrong on this and she may go on and have an amazing wonderful life. The possibility is there and I am going to do my best to wish her the best in her future.
I know I will be ok, that I will move forward and have a great life. I am still just sad as to how long we have been together and the fact that this is over.
I would have done anything for this woman and I believe that I have. I can now look myself in the mirror and know that I have done all that I can to try to save our MR. I know that I made some very big mistakes in our marriage. None were enough to end it, but she sees it a different way.

Enjoy your weekend all!