Just keep swimming, I think I can, I think I can

[marina7]

Kyh,OneArt,Peacetoday and DnJ and everyone who give me
Great advice on here. I truly take all advice as I
Don't have the answer to this craziness.

Well s9 getting better. As we thought it was chicken pox I think
Hives or he at something and had allergic reaction. Who knows but
my baby is better. So I am happy to just see my kid's healthy and ok

Well nothing much over here, just taking it a day at a time.
I of course sent the GAL a email about how W refusing to
Work with me for our kids activities and how W does house separation

If many here knows my story W has s10 I have d10 and s9 I am fighting to
Get s10 back so sibilings can be together. W in beginning when
Court made W to have kids every other weekend the first 2 month s10 would not be
With W s10 would be at uncle or MIL when s9,d10 over now they told W this was
The point of kids seeing each other. And being together until judge and GAL does
There investigation or process.

Now W has s9 and d10 playing video games and s10 in another room playing cards
This is some examples of W logic. I have brought this up to GAL.

This is some of the crazy things W done W is stubborn doesn't want
To listen to anything anyone has to say.

This is usually W very stubborn and hard headed.

I have to learn not to let W frustrate me.
I just see kids hurting
D10 last night was hugging me, d10 said she hates going to W house
I let d10 talk while painting her nails btw something I never did with my d
I was more of a dad with them I learned in this last year and 7 months
To YouTube to do hairstyle for d, to do different designs on nails to bake.

I love to cook but not bake. But that was one thing they did with W
So I learned so they can keep baking.

D10 says mommy W house is not home.
I listen. D10 feels they are just a bother to W.

And W hates them.
I said well tomorrow is therapy let's see what your therapist thinks.

I said d10 I don't think W hates you Trios. W at the moment doesn't
Know how to love herself.
I then explained do you love yourself alot
D10 yeah.
So you love me then
D10 of course mommy

M, So if you didn't love yourself could you still LOVE me
D10 No
M, Exactly mommy at the moment doesn't love herself.
D10 yeah she doesn't love herself W is always sad. And doesn't talk
Much to us.
M yeah am sorry you three feel sad but I know I love ya to the moon and back.
D10 your awesome mom

Thank you, let's see how this weekend goes.