Despite all the pain and emotional hardship, I'm a better person today. If he would talk to me, I might really thank him for doing what he did because it forced me out of a bad situation that my loyalty would probably have kept me in forever. These days I just feel sad for him that he can't manage to do any of this the right way and I believe he is still hurting himself more than anyone else. I for one, am happy to have seen the man behind the machine.
