DB / Detach- Will we ever piece it together

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Sandi thanks for your time. I was sexual w OW. And I have stopped seeing her. I completely agree that W needs IC. I also agree she wants what she can’t have. She was not like this in the MR. But this is who she is at this point. I guess I just need to continue DB and be less available. Last week were sleeping together and kissing. Now barely touching. IC told me it’s called an attachment injury and that it’s a real thing that hurts. I can’t keep doing this to myself. But I love her. She still has anxiety anytime D4 is around. It’s hard to believe this is who I want to spend my life with. Maybe she could change again. But I can’t make her do IC.

She knows she’s inconsistent and she knows it’s hurtful. I’m planning on not talking to her much. We were together today we were supposed to go on a hike I wanted to meet at her house but she said let’s meet there so we have more time together. Then we couldn’t find each other at the trail I guess we were at different parking lots close by each other. Both of us were disappointed. We ended up eating lunch together outside.