I will have the baby so not much time for pampering, but I will cook myself a nice dinner once I get her fed and bathed and settled down. Id also like to get some stuff organized in the house and my calendar together for the month.

Im finding this to continuously get harder and I just never would have thought that. I would think it would be better with time, but I am truly truly struggling with how much I miss the old him, and also just him being with someone else. Those thoughts wreck you. And this is wrecking me day in and day out. I must say, having you guys on here is a bright light in all of this.