I was given a team of lawyers info by my boss and spoke with him about it. When I went to the IC she asked if I had spoken to lawyers and I told her I was going to speak to them and she suggested I dont. She said they werent the right people to go to. She is going to give me names of good family lawyers in our city when I go to her next week. I am to the point where I would like to speak to a lawyer even though I do not want to file. I am also not afraid to let my H know I have spoken to one.
Really trying to keep breathing and get through this day. The anxiety is so strong it makes it so hard. Part of me would have thought he would be affected by yesterdays conversation and may reach out today, but I told myself ahead of time he wouldnt. I truly am NOT dealing with the H I once knew, who would NEVER be able to get through a day not knowing how I feel if we had an argument. I wish he was scared to lose me like he was a few months ago. I just handled it so wrong back then.
KitCat, I appreciate your words of hope, that helps. Ovrrnbow, youre right. a little goes a long way. I will measure my words. R2C, im so glad you think I handled yesterday well. I didnt even know I was DBing while doing it but I was trying!
