Hi slowly and kitti,

Thank you both. Got a couple hours sleep and feel pretty wiped out.

Left message for my A to call me this morning.

I am going to see if I have to go if I'm not going to try to contest the D.

I mean maybe I'm ready for us to stop living this way as well.

He said we'll still be friends.

He also said he is planning to still post because I asked if after today he would post a goodbye to the bb or anything.

He said "Can't I still post?"

I said yes, I just didn't figure you would.

Pam

"We must be willing to let go of the life we had planned
so as to have the life that is waiting for us"