One other thing he said yesterday. When I said I am disgusted with what he is doing and wish I could have nothing to do with him. He said he wishes he felt the same about me. And I said its just how I feel. And he said If thats how you really feel then f*ck you. Then he went into how I just want him to be gone. Then he said "F*ck you, f*ck us, f*ck all of this!" and from there he just kept going and I wasnt responding to any of it. And then he asked if he should even come over and I said "Its your day, your decision" (in regards to seeing daughter). Then he kept texting, I didnt respond to any of this, then he called me, I didnt answer, and then he texted that he was on his way and I left.

So all it took was me saying I am disgusted by what he is doing for him to spiral and get this angry, but isnt it common sense that I would be disgusted with what he is doing? He truly felt like I was just content with it, or just believed he wasnt doing anything. It seems crazy to me that he was that angry to hear me say that as if he was under the impression I would never "not want anything to do with" him. As if I would just continue hanging on and be okay with this.