Feeling lost, scared and wanting to fix this. Pt 2

[Turbine]

I have no proof of a PA or EA. Like I said I only asked if she was safe, nothing more. She answered with more than a yes. I was happy she answered with more than a yes.

She does work as a CNA doing home care. We attended a funeral for one patient.

Last text messages were exchanged 2 weeks ago. Conversation as long or longer.

If she is doing more than working... IDK and IDK what I would really do. I'd like to say I would forgive her and try to work on us. As far as I know my trip is still undisclosed. All in God's hands.