I do agree with a lot of what youve said, but I am not really in a position to show my H love. I know the comment at the doctors office was petty of me, I just have stayed so quiet all along, yesterday was the first time Ive ever really said to him what youre doing is not ok.
But you are right, he is extremely mad at me that Ive made changes now that hes gone. He has told me repeatedly how much this bothers him and hurts his feelings. And I do understand this, but to go and have a relationship with someone else is not okay. He is steadily building something with someone else. So I dont really know what to do in that regard.
I of course want him to know I love him, im here for him, I would do anything for him. But what he is doing with another woman is so wrong, and it is breaking me more and more everyday. He has felt no loss from this. I have been nice all the way through. Somethings gotta give
