The one thing I really have got to work on is not focusing so much on him and OW. Everyone says on here "shes not as important as you think", but it seems like if he is continually seeing her, she obviously is important to him. It makes me so sick, and gives me anxiety big time. He says yesterday he is going to end things with her, as if it would just be so easy. I know he is lying, but even him just admitting it like that makes me so sick to my stomach.

Im angry with him. Im disgusted. Im really going through hell and he just isnt and im done making this easy for him. I just deserve so much more than how he is treating me.