Woke up about 3 a.m. with obsessive thoughts about H, his history of deceit, and doubts this separation will amount to anything more than prolonging the inevitable. Probably because I discussed more of my situation than I have ever had, and maybe should have, with a friend over dinner last night. I'm worried about my kids, too. Went to the gym at 4:30 a.m. to clear my head. Glad I have work to go to. It will keep me busy to keep the thoughts at bay. Got plans for tonight, so that's a help too.
There's so many questions I have for H, but I will continue to remain detached, and only initiate contact when absolutely necessary. On to Day #3.
hi grace. sorry youre in this situation. but try to remember you are not alone. and just my $0.02 have you considered seeing an IC? i can swear by it, and it does really help. me and WW have common friends so out of the little respect i still have for her, i don’t just go on telling about her A, the effects of it to my life and to D14’s life.
you are strong. be stronger.
Solid.
M(53), W(54),D(19) M-23, T-25 Bomb Drop - Dec.23, 2017 Ring and Piecing since March 2018
