Woke up about 3 a.m. with obsessive thoughts about H, his history of deceit, and doubts this separation will amount to anything more than prolonging the inevitable. Probably because I discussed more of my situation than I have ever had, and maybe should have, with a friend over dinner last night. I'm worried about my kids, too. Went to the gym at 4:30 a.m. to clear my head. Glad I have work to go to. It will keep me busy to keep the thoughts at bay. Got plans for tonight, so that's a help too.
There's so many questions I have for H, but I will continue to remain detached, and only initiate contact when absolutely necessary. On to Day #3.
