Just keep swimming, I think I can, I think I can

[marina7]

Thank you everyone,

Needed this today,

So I thought W was being to nice. Yelp she monster again

Sometimes I feel like I am going insane or crazy.

How can you be kind and nice...... and
Boom.... fire coming out her mouth.... f$&k.....
I am so exhausted really am...

So anyone that's been in mediation and kids have a GAL
All they want to see parents co parent as I have and W been the one
To not co parent.

But the last couple months I now tell W any events but also follow up
With text.
W always says you didn't tell me anything. I made plans.
I responded to check text as we agreed the trio's be in school event.
W says Nope your my lawyer said nope.

I simply didn't even replied
I honestly feel I am in another planet trying to co parent with W.

I am so mad at myself for thinking W wants to change finally I see
Her trying and boom when I less then expected, I feel like a bat hit
Me across my face.

I am so dum....

God I need peace..