I just got done at the doctor and I made a mistake there. H and I were in the waiting room and he told me that he wont be traveling for work anymore. Immediately my stomach dropped and I said to him, "I didnt want you to travel for work, and now that youre with someone else youre going to stop travelling?"
He looked at me and said "you really want to do this here?" So I said nothing back and we went on with the appointment like nothing happened. Havent heard from him since. I typed out a text asking him to come over, but I never sent it. I just have so many questions for him and I just want him to know what he is doing is wrong.
I know I shouldnt have said anything. I know. UGH. Im just drowning.
