I just want my H back, as he was. I want to ask him WHY he is doing this with OW. I want to ask him if he is serious about her.
None of which I will ask but I feel like I want to. My mom knows a little of what is going on and she keeps telling me I need to be honest with him and that im holding back too much, but she doesnt know about DBing and all that so she gets frustrated when I dont say things to him.
I keep thinking things will get easier with time and they seem to continue getting harder and harder.
Let me ask again: Do you want someone, anyone to have that kind of power over you?
Don't tell me what you want. Don't tell me how you feel. Just objectively answer that question.
M(53), W(54),D(19) M-23, T-25 Bomb Drop - Dec.23, 2017 Ring and Piecing since March 2018
