I just want my H back, as he was. I want to ask him WHY he is doing this with OW. I want to ask him if he is serious about her.
None of which I will ask but I feel like I want to. My mom knows a little of what is going on and she keeps telling me I need to be honest with him and that im holding back too much, but she doesnt know about DBing and all that so she gets frustrated when I dont say things to him.
I keep thinking things will get easier with time and they seem to continue getting harder and harder.
