kech, I remember that early on in my sitch. Weird thing was is the anxiety and knot was gone whenever I was around my W. So I am guessing once you are together, it will ease up.
But just keep doing what you have been. Upbeat, pleasant. Don't start conversation but engage in it when he does. Be the spouse only a complete and utter fool would leave.
M(53), W(54),D(19) M-23, T-25 Bomb Drop - Dec.23, 2017 Ring and Piecing since March 2018
