Par4me

Good for you see counselling. I am sure your Mom is happy about that. Does she know?

Originally Posted by Par4me
Sometimes just total darkness is better than any light that might come later. I failed at this game

Par4me, no that is not true. You are a few strokes over par and have lost your ball. So get a new ball and continue - the game is not over.

I hope and have faith that you will find that this game of life uses a different score card than what you are imagining. The score keeping is a bit of a mystery, as long as one keeps playing one can find themselves at par again or even under par.

The light that you will find will far outshine the darkness that tries to enevelop it. I know you cannot see that right now, you are in darkness. Have faith and trust in your fellow man. There is much compassion and help for you, please listen and seek out their help.

I am glad you started a new thread. Post to it and let us know what you are doing. There are many here who care about you.

Find your clubs and come back to the fairway, you’ve been in the rough long enough. This is a long hole - you have lots of time.

DnJ


Feelings are fleeting.
Be better, not bitter.
Love the person, forgive the sin.