Ovrrnbow thank you so much. It would embolden him, you’re right about that.
It’s so crazy that this one person is who is making you feel like this, yet he’s still the only person I want to talk to and cry to and hug. We will see each other tomorrow. And part of me just doesn’t know how to act. The baby has a doctors appointment and he may go and I’m trying so hard to keep my boundary up of us not being “friends” and also not be cold to him. It’s easy at home because I just leave when he comes here. But in a doctor apt it may be different.