DB / Detach- Will we ever piece it together

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Thanks ovr appreciate you. I figured Steve would be on here yelling st me by now lol.

By today can’t happen again she meant the R talk affecting her so much. Pressure guilt all this stuff she can’t handle. And she breaks down and it affects her a ton. I just have to completely stop with the R talk or expectations.

Not sure if I’ve mentioned this but she fantasizes abouthaving sex with a man and her partner watching then joining. Not sure fin that’s appropriate for this site. The last two guys she dated wanted to do that with her. So I’m not sure where the idea came from. But she has talked about being open to it in regard to being compatible long term. I’ve kind of tip toed the line saying fantasies and thoughts are fine but not sure about going down the path. Swinging is probably not for me A friend of mine had a friend commit suicide over things like this with sharing his woman.

She is so unsure about everything. I know she was happy spending time with me last week. We just need to Ben smarter about boundaries and taking it slow. Not sure if date is happening wed or not. I’m not going to ask again