There are many good books out there and most will tell you that "I love you but I'm not in love with you" really means I just don't respect you any more.
Who knows what he is doing or who this OW is... to be honest you are letting your imagination run wild and really building her up to be more than she is for sure.
Stop thinking about things you do not know OR have control of!!!!!
Take 15min and write down in a journal 3 things you are grateful for today.
You have to reset your mind. Start pouring over things you can have control over. Believe me... texting will lead to no good and you will only be filled with regret that you did so. He will notice you are not doing your typical texting... pursing.. AND he will start to temp check and it will be even harder for you to know what to do so when he starts come to the board here for advice before replying.
It is hard....its very hard... you have to find yourself... who are you outside of your M????
