Tuesday 8pm I finished PM today after a long reading session then felt compelled to clear out my wardrobe and all my books. I took a sackfull of old clothes and shoes I will never wear again and my pile of old magazines and books including SSM and PM to the recycling depot. I genuinely believe that I can now stand on my own. I am tempted to leave this forum and go it alone for a while but the wrench of leaving you all may prove too great. Last Saturday I took my W to the airport and in one hour I will collect her. She will be as cool as usual but I will not feel disappointed or needy. I have grown these last four days on my own. SD
