Today [censored]. The rainy weather isnt helping either. W started a R talk with me last night after not speaking to me for a day. I validated where necessary, but didnt accept blame for bogus things she tries to blame on me. I didnt realize she was only trying to pump me for information until after the conversation. She then got mad that i wouldnt have a conversation with her that i knew would end up in an argument, and went back to not speaking to me again.

This is as down as ive felt in a while. Depression has hit me pretty hard today. I dont know why but it feels like i took 3 steps backwards.

Needed to vent, nothing to see here....


Together:20 years
M:3 years
Me:40
WW:40
S15
A suspected:5/17
AC:5/18
BD:8/18
WW in full blown R w/ OM
Still under same roof