Today [censored]. The rainy weather isnt helping either. W started a R talk with me last night after not speaking to me for a day. I validated where necessary, but didnt accept blame for bogus things she tries to blame on me. I didnt realize she was only trying to pump me for information until after the conversation. She then got mad that i wouldnt have a conversation with her that i knew would end up in an argument, and went back to not speaking to me again.
This is as down as ive felt in a while. Depression has hit me pretty hard today. I dont know why but it feels like i took 3 steps backwards.
Needed to vent, nothing to see here....
Together:20 years M:3 years Me:40 WW:40 S15 A suspected:5/17 AC:5/18 BD:8/18 WW in full blown R w/ OM Still under same roof