I cant shake the feeling today. The constant knot in my stomach has not gone away, it is the worst feeling. I had this after BD a year ago, from the moment I opened my eyes in the morning until I went to sleep at night, I had a constant knot. It is why I couldnt eat and lost 20 pounds while pregnant.
Thanks everyone for the continued amazing advice. I didnt have a problem not responding to his "awkward" statement yesterday, he never said anything after that so clearly he wasnt that concerned. It is hard to feel like im not ignoring him, when i know thats how he takes it. BUt at the same time, I dont care. He is doing this. He is seeing someone else. He is breaking my heart more and more everyday by continuing this.
I do feel like I am just losing him more and more everyday. I know he just said to me on Friday that he isnt over me and isnt ready to move on, but his actions show otherwise and I just feel very lost. I dont even know where to start as far as trying to show him theres still a connection there. And I know thats not my job right now, and that I need to keep pulling away. I am just discouraged right now and extremely sad.
