I cant seem to detach. I have had a knot in my stomach ALL day today, just feeling like he is happy in his new life enough to where he still doesnt want to try to fix us. He wants what is outside of our marriage more than our marriage right now and thats a hard pill to swallow.

I was so tempted to respond to him "And im tired of my husband leaving OUR home everyday to go see another woman"..but instead I said nothing