Thanks! I don't think that I was mindreading at all (I may be wrong.) I didn't assume she was happy or anything like that. When I said she is getting on with her life, it was meant simply as a statement of fact that she was going out and spending time with OM. It certainly made me think that in the past I would be the one she would return home to and I would be the one that she would be spending time with, but she has made another choice now. I don't think that I am in her head when I say that.
It definitely hit me then, and after the gym, and even last night a bit. My mind did go into analysis mode, but there isn't much to analyze. I already knew she checked out on the MR, I already knew she was spending time with OM. There's not much new info to analyze, just the pain of dealing with the seeing it firsthand. Falling asleep was a bit harder last night, but I was able to get up and meditate this morning and it hasn't been overwhelming my thoughts today.
I really appreciate the support!
W 34 Me 42 Married 7 years together 8 0 kids 1 beloved dog BD 4/6/2018 I moved out 4/7/2018 I moved back in alone 8/05/2018 I file 3/06/2019 D official 5/7/2019
