Ballast, great to hear your update. I completely understand the phase you are going thru, lot of us who had similar BD timelines are travelling on the same train and have reached similar stations. Anger/resentment/semi-detachment/rejection of WAS/disgust are all different faces of the same emotion which is reaching acceptance. Drawing on GOT, if being No One is the goal then these are the many faces we should wear before detaching completely. I am happy you are spending quality time with your D. I question the need for this madness and look for the whys too but I know it doesnt matter. Time will not stay the same who knows where we will all be next year same time right? Stay strong, my prayers are with you and your D.
