Just keep swimming, I think I can, I think I can

[marina7]

Thank you Job,

Is crazy my kids said this to me we where watching Nemo.
S9 said mommy your like Nemo
No Matt what you keep swimming.

I remember clearly trios all got up from laying down started dancing
I think we can I think we can.

Wow 1yr 7month we are here and God 1st and me not giving up hope in anything
Times get tough but a year ago today I wouldn't have thought I could have gotten this far.

I remember feeling like death. Now I can say Yes it hurts but all LBS will survive this.

Well s9 has chicken pox yes, I would have thought W would have brought me medication for s9
Or juices anything to show me I love my babies. Nope nothing. As I sit here and write is saddens
Me. Especially when kids are sick they just wanna be cuddles and snuggles. Another tough mild
Stone and W nowhere around. I don't think W will ever snap out of this.

Been keeping s9 comfortable he is not as bad but s9 is miserable. Poor baby
S10 and d10 been playing and making sure s9 gets lots of love.
D10 and s10 look at s9 as there baby. They spoil him so much

Since Friday been feeling like crap. Not sure if it's what W said but I am so sad.
But I know this is part of the process.
Well this process [censored].

Well s9 out of school for 15days. Gotta keep him away from kids or anything
I am sick with a autoimmune disease and is so easier for me to catch chicken pox
Even if I got vaccinated. But how do I stay away from my children who need me when they really
are sick. Praying I just don't catch that's all I can do.

Please pray for my little family so we can get through the next 2 weeks.

Remember everyone
One day at a time
One hour at a time
One minute at a time
One second at a time