Thank you everyone. I waited all day for the kids to FaceTime and finally called at 415 pm. He should have just been leaving work but I noticed he was outside at some sort of festival. I caved and sed “aren’t you working?” And he responded that he took the day off and I sed nothing. Without me asking he immediately said he was with his cousin and her husband. I had my daughter wish him a happy birthday and told her right away ok say bye to daddy.
Now I’m in a funk thinking he is out without me / us on his bday having a great time while I’m home cleaning and bathing the kids. My mind wonders if he’s with a date or if he’s enjoying being the third wheel with his cousin. Uhh [censored]
