Having a rough morning. It’s his Birthday today. All birthday memories from the past came up on my social media memories. I always would make him an amazing dinner nice cake and big gifts. I was so good to him .
He is working today and then going to dinner with his parents. I’m going to wait until later for the kids to call him and wish him happy bday. Make him stew a little bit. Wonder if he misses us today and realizes how much I used to do for him.
It’s hitting me hard that’s it’s been 4 months since BD and each day that goes by it seems like he’s never coming back. I feel like more and more people are finding out he left and the damage is getting out of control. He is still coming for dinner and cake tomorrow should be interesting. I’ll make sure to look very good !
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