W just called. Still no remorse for her actions, but she was crying. She's been off her antidepressants for a month or so, and the custody thing kind of sent her over the edge, so that's why she is trying to dismiss. She says she has been thinking of hurting herself, and she's trying to decide if she needs to go to the mental hospital and check in next week. She was crying, and I know she was being real about this.
I'm not sure what to make of it. I know she's serious about this (it's happened before), but she said she just couldn't handle the divorce right now.
So it sounds like she's putting it off until she knows she can handle it better.
I kinda feel bad for her, but then...I kinda don't feel bad enough for her. I understand the depression, suicidal ideation, etc. I get that. But I also know that I can't let my guard down.
I didn't say much on the phone. I decided to just listen. She begged me not to use that information against her. I don't want to. I dunno.
