Hang in there. Almost all of us understand how emotionally turbulent this can be under any circumstances. You need to take care of yourself at this point. It sounds like you have the support of your family which is huge. Use them. Be grateful for the support. Meds have helped a lot of people here through tough times, so I hope that they help you get out of the depressive fog. Working with an IC is super helpful as well. You are so young and have a bright future in front of you. You just need to get through this.
W 34 Me 42 Married 7 years together 8 0 kids 1 beloved dog BD 4/6/2018 I moved out 4/7/2018 I moved back in alone 8/05/2018 I file 3/06/2019 D official 5/7/2019