Thank you guys! I appreciate all the info. LITB, I am glad you reposted that. I did see it yesterday but it’s always good to reread stuff, I do it often!
Job, thank you SO much. Everything you’re saying makes so much sense. Words truly do mean nothing right now. His actions still show something completely different. I’m going to read that thread. I think I have in the past but it describes my H and I well and is something I need to bookmark.
Steve, I love the McDonald’s analogy. It does make me happy to know he hasn’t forgotten about me does still struggle with this all even if he isn’t showing it. tonight was his night with D and he didn’t show up... which has never ever happened. I’m not sure if he took my “I need time” comment earlier as me needing time away from him, bc I have done that to him before in the past. Or I’m not sure if he didn’t realize tonight is his night since we just started the schedule. I sent him a text asking if he was still going to make it and haven’t heard back so I’m assuming he is already asleep or just out and not looking at his phone. I really don’t think he would ever just skip knowingly though, truthfully.
Just another hurdle thrown in my way. But i fed the baby, gave her a bath, had some cuddles, put her to bed, and now I’m going to have some mommy time alone and I have some things to make for the bridal shower tomorrow. Not letting him not show ruin my night. I have a feeling it was a miscommunication, which we both need to get better at, me included. So I’m going to just see what comes of this and keep moving forward with my weekend as planned!
