WAW attorney is really starting to try and press my buttons with shenanigans about petty stuff. I have to keep in mind that WAW is agreeing to this so her actions are ultimately on her.
Had a school event today for days and S, wife was there and waited in school parking lot until I left. I can’t even look her in the face I’m so disgusted by her action. I guess the feeling of truly letting her go has finally hit me. When I have to see her I feel nothing...when I think of her I can see only the ugly, selfish, narcissistic person she has become since BD....and then when I see my S and his demeanor since BD, my resentment starts to boil up.
I said I had absolute love for W when this initially started, but I don’t know if I’m at my breaking point. I always felt my forbearance was strong enough that my ability to forgive but not forget could carry this situation out.
WAW lack of respect, vindictive actions, downright hatred towards me has believing she is just an evil person. I know MLC will do any and everything to get what they want, but I won’t accept this behavior.
I fear my timeframe for being open to any future R is coming to a close. Ready to start my next chapter in life and find someone that truly can appreciate the man I am and continue to be.
Me - 38 W-37 S6 M 10 years T 13yrs BD 3/18 W moves out 4/18 W files 7/18
