H came by the house this morning to pick up lawn mower and weed wacker. He never even did the weed wacking here and is obviously taking it to go do someone elses lawn. He came inside to see the baby and could tell she was cranky and I said "ya we had a long night". (because the baby was up a lot).
I didnt really say anything else to him. I think he can tell im a little upset/angry right now. I know I need to snap out of it but I just have nothing to say to him. Im so beyond sad right now, and he just seems happy as a clam.
He got whatever he needed to get and then came back in again to see baby. Again I didnt say anything. And then he said to have a good a day, I said you too and he left.
Im not being mean, I was just on my computer working and basically saying nothing to him. I will do better tonight, im just in a bad place right now emotionally. The IC session did a number on me.
