I think she’s very unsure she still has anxiety and says she’s not in a place to think about the future. She said when dating previously she thought that if she met someone great she wouldn’t be ready for anything serious. Anytime I pursue her or contact her too much talk about the future or anything like that she backs away. LRT... basically not going to talk to her. I joked around w her in person saying I basically had to ignore you for you to be interested. You said you get butterflies and you love me then the next minute you wonder how you’ll feel when we’re apart. She said she wants to date she wants to see MC she wants to continue sleeping together the sex was great, she wants to show me more next time she’ll have more energy. And said you wait and see.
I need to stay cool and not pursue continue DB principles. We texted too much this morning. I told her I was done texting 3-4 times. Ended up making a bunch of notes in my phone. She is just acting completely on emotion and not seeming to be able to use her brain or be logical.
OW said I radiate positive energy. W said my energy is so much different and better than it was when in M. I’m going to make sure we date and be mentally tougher about boundaries no sleepovers 2 days in a row. No spending the entire day together. Still wonder how she’s doing and what she’s thinking but I won’t reach out.
Hard to be detached after everything thats happened recently.
H: 33 W:32 M: 5 T: 8 D: 4 BD: 6/2017 MO: 6/2017 House sold: 6/28/18 W wants to build friendship / relationship- 9/18 Paying $ support since 7/18. Physical Reconnect- 10/18 W Starts- IC / MC - 10/18