Hey b,
It sounds like you are in a place of acceptance. Not necessarily what you wanted but you are making the best of your situation. Keep on going! Blessings to ya!!


M51 w50
T-20Yrs M-16Yrs
S15- mad at W for not trying and giving up
1 Awesum dog
BD 10/31/17
separate rooms 02/08/18
wife moved out 05/17/18